Here I am. Upset with myself.
How can I be anything to anyone.
I am the most hurtful person I know.
I hate myself.

I had someone who loved me more then I thought anyone could. I ruined it. Me.

I never want to see him with anyone else, but I believe he deserves someone who smiles more then I do. Someone who knows how to love & not say hurtful things like I do.

I go home in a couple weeks. I hope it doesn’t tear us apart. I love him so much.

I know he won’t want to stay. Stay with the girl who he though was is his dreams. He won’t want to be with a girl like me. No one does & that’s why I always have felt alone.

#love  #hurts  
  March 21, 2014 at 02:22am

oh how much i’ve missed you

  March 09, 2014 at 01:22pm


  January 04, 2014 at 04:03pm

what he wrote to me on our half year anniversary 

  January 03, 2014 at 08:23am

stephanie-mck asked: I'll always be by your side - to cry and hug you during the darkest days, to laugh and hug you during the happy. You're my sister and I couldn't be more blessed. Counting down the months to start our life together - someday - in a little studio apartment on the beach making shirts and kissing cute boys at sunset. Getting fit in the morning and then eating our weight in sushi and INO at night. I love you, I love you, I love you. If I could take your sadness and have it as my own, I would.

i love you so freaking much!

  January 02, 2014 at 06:57pm

I believe I have found true love with him, and I will risk it all, to be with him forever

#quotes  #love  #romance  
  January 02, 2014 at 09:30am

my best friend, i love you so much. 2013 is over & i can’t wait for all the years we get to spend with each other.

i love you jesse you’re my soulmate, for now & forever

  January 01, 2014 at 02:29pm


#girl  #cup  #drink  
  January 01, 2014 at 02:27pm
  January 01, 2014 at 02:26pm

jess & sparkles

  January 01, 2014 at 02:25pm


#girl  #party  #drinks  
  January 01, 2014 at 02:25pm

my girls !

#me  #girls  #party  #funny  #cute  #new years  #nye  
  January 01, 2014 at 02:24pm

best fucking friends

#me  #girls  #nye  #new years eve  #party  #funny  #cute  
  January 01, 2014 at 02:23pm


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  January 01, 2014 at 02:22pm